Wishes

I say that I'm ignoring you, but am I? 

I wish for you to open the door without me knocking on it. 

I wish that you saw me without me showing up. 

I wish to ignore you not so that I may forget, but that you remember me again. 

I pretend that it does not affect me, nor do I care, 

but if I truly didn't, I wouldn't have lifted the pen. 

-m4ri4.writes